R-Nought

"R0 (usually pronounced R nought) can then be used to estimate the total attack rate; that is the total proportion of the population that will be infected in the first wave".

-- rate from: 
http://ecdc.europa.eu

Infected from what? Virus ? Greedy ?

This particularly term I've accidentally found when I watch one of a great movie entitled "Contagion". This great movie tell us how a really disaster actually occurs, and seemed this movie has created by many proffesional too, this movie was played by a classy premium actors and actresses.

Things to amaze me is how they weave drama and continuity emotion with an advance science, and with combine "the power of video editing", it's look like all the participants in this movie have a sense of what we called " Bravia Artistic " hehehe... it's mean high artistic in this context.

When I draw the line this context to our daily lives, especially in my country lives, there is something I've recent to hear what we called a "pandemic", what we called a "systemic" desease, and If this desease suddenly happened, there's so many impact to our lives.

From energy resources (like gasoline), oil, and etc until the market become panic, you know what I mean... from all of basic materials needs could be very difficult to purchased.

What I want to say is how the government (my) can be anticipate and serve his people in a some kind of balanced and fair method ?

If we answer this question now (base on condition), I can boldly say " My government  has not ready for this"...

whereas this condition can occur anytime...  moreover we...  and this happening now, an infection of greed, an infection of ignorance ...

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Unstoppable Time

When you feel alone, you don't know how longer far you can go, which "focus" you've must to get it, and how I can expect  this feeling?! when it's all came around it self to me as when as my graduate finished, In the early time I've planned all about my "skinny world" things to become a reality, like after the graduate, all my scheming list fading gone to no where... I feel empty ... :(

The world spin enough for him self, the world which we all together live in it, laugh in it, dream in it, had left me behind... the world have a mysterious way, of course... especially for a young people who are have passionate like me. :p

Yesterday, at Dec' 14 2011 is The day when I earned my degree legitimately, I feel happy too when my study finished with an honour statue, what in academic usually called as a " Cum Laude Predicates ". but at the farewell party there's a small accidental thing, which the host in the ceremony get rouge and caught me feel to frustrated, when she's wrong to announce my predicate with notation "Very Satisfactory", and of course to me this is not very satisfactory ended, especially if those foolishness compare with during my struggle since 4 years back. that's a quite long disappointment, and indirectly that's all have a trace to me.

" Bismillahirrahmanirrahim... this is it, the pursued of happiness part one, begin..." 

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Dan Saya pun Ber "Nazar"...

Telah hampir seperempat abad, nikmat umur, keluarga, sahabat dan kesempatan yang tak terhingga telah dianugerahkan Tuhan, sudah tidak ada lagi kata-kata tidak terlambat untuk belajar dan menemukan jawaban-jawaban yang mudah atas semua dinamika persolan dalam keseharian ini.

Kini saatnya untuk memilih jalan yang tepat, bangkit dan keluar dari "gua" ini... cukup sudah untuk "bayang-bayang", cukup sudah untuk konsekuensi-konsekuensi non logis.... hirarki realitas, dan lihat lah bagaimana "si terlepas" ini akan berhadapan dengan status quo, "Disanalah" dunia yang sesungguhnya wahai manusia dewasa!, dan sudah sepantasnya kini kebutuhan untuk sekedar berbagi dengan diri sendiri pun rasanya sudah tidak senyaman dulu lagi, diri ini hanyalah seorang "manusia biasa" dalam sifat-sifat pembelajaran yang serba terbatas.

Ada keinginan berbagi, bermasyarakat dan "berkeluarga" ... "Yes, your time has come" ...

Lalu kemudian timbul pertanyaan di dalam diri, bagaimana menyelesaikan apa yang telah saya mulai ini ?

dan Saya pun ber "Nazar"...

( lin lagi tertawa kecil, hehe... Linney said: yeah, u can do that,of course... yeah rite...)

(lin lagi serius, she said: hmmm... let me ask you a cup of tea, shall we? )

Tidak ada alasan negatif yang saya tangkap dari berbagai macam usaha-usaha keras dan masalah yang timbul dalam "pencapaian" ini, Walau terkesan "setengah-setengah", tetapi setengah mati pun saya terus mengejar impian ini, dan jangan sampai ada kata menyerah.

(lin lagi mengagumi seseorang, she said: hmmm... how lucky to have your time ...)





( lin lagi bersabar dan mencoba tetap tersenyum, she said: okay,okay let's finish one by one... :p )

Hidup tanpa jeda!, kuliah reguler (walau harus kucing-kucingan sama Tuan Crab, he :p) dan full time bekerja di salah satu media lokal (yang mana 24 jam harus stand by), ditambah urusan-urusan belajar investasi yg lumayan menyita waktu ini. Semua ini HARUS MAU TIDAK MAU dijalani demi pencapaian, Selesai S1, mendapatkan certificate CCNA dan bermimpi menjadi seorang Network Engineer yang profesional tentunya, hingga akhirnya kalau ada kesempatan meneruskan study di Oversea, lalu, lalu, dan lalu... Menikah tentunya ...

(lin lagi mau marah tapi agak sedikit ditahan,karena mau ketawa, she said: you've made me angry and at once smiling, hmmmm....)

Ada perasaan yang aneh, ketika kita dihadapkan pada pencapaian usaha-usaha terakhir, menuju suatu pembuktian, apapun itu... di mana, hasil pembuktian akan rencana-rencana itu pun telah kita rancang sedemikian rupa di tahun-tahun belakang, hmmm... kita pun menjadi semakin terpacu, menjadi on fire lah  gtu ... :p

( lin lagi agak sedikit kecewa, she said: I will never forget it, you'll be sorry !!!)

menjadi siap untuk terbang, semakin tinggi ... semakin tinggi :) wuuuuuuu...... yeah ...

(lin lagi agak sedikit somse, :p she said: if you want to have dinner with me, try to see yourself !!! hehe)

Note:
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Kenapa saya insert foto sang Laura Linney ?


(Seperti kata John C. Maxwell : Jika Anda ingin tetap fokus dengan mengabaikan hal-hal kecil, maka Anda harus terus mempunyai perasaan semangat yang terus ada, karena ini penting, apabila ditengah jalan Anda kemudian menghadapi titik-titik terendah dalam hidup Anda, saya tidak tahu bagaimana caranya, namun Anda harus mencari motivasi itu, bagaimanapun caranya !!!)

( lin lagi agak sedikit gugup, :p she said: yes, this is me.. please accept my hospitality :) )



(ini linney lagi bener-bener gugup, :p she said: Thank you :) I did not expect him how I shine )

hehe, jujur saya memang agak nge-fans sama actress yang satu ini, selain smart, anggun, dan ekspresi wajahnya itu, he :p menenangkan ..., adeeemmm ayem kayak peyem... :p hehe... bolehlah untuk sekedar-men-sugesti diri... ;p

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Numb ...

or let's make this simple ...

if you think I don't have chance to choose, and still don't have pursue for count to do that and this ?!

it's sounds like you have already saw a whole big picture about me ...

you wrong big yellow taxi!!! hehe, so why worry ?!

just find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you

back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen

to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep…

One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky

he is to have YOU… just go... go !!!

and don't look back !

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